Personally, 2016 was an epic year for me. I keep repeating to myself "what a difference a year makes." I really can't believe my life some days. Not that my life is epic, but that I let myself get so far away from who I am and how easily it all came back together once I gave time to me. The last half of 2015 was the most challenging time of my life. It's the first time I've ever felt I didn't know who I was. Part of that was me--not standing up for myself and letting myself feel crappy when someone else told me I was wrong. Part of it was the situation I found myself in, which, really, is also my fault. As a chronic helper, I thought I was supposed to be helping other people and found myself doing things I didn't want to do and trying to be someone I wasn't for the sake of other people. I was also looking at the world at large and seeing people suffer all around the world and feeling so small, insignificant, and pathetic in my need to help. In 2016 I wanted to hit the ground running, literally, and never look back. I took time for myself and decided to get back to basic. Running--my therapy, my religion. In 2016 my goal was to run in 16 new places. In the process, I found myself (quickly, she wasn't very far away), realized I have the best support team in the world who love me for me, and figured out ways that I can give myself to the causes I believe in. Here's what a year running and a year of happiness looks like in the life of one strange human:
January running in Arizona with my wonderful friends Trish and Mike Story. 30 miles in 3 days. Trails, warm weather, and friends=best therapy ever. |
February running in Vegas. Trip with my ma and aunt Linda. I ran the North and South side of the strip and into Old Las Vegas. |
LandRun 50K Stillwater Oklahoma with my 3 most favorite running friends Cade, Molly, and Karyn <3 Also the birth place of Kerin. 31 miles. March |
Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania with my Sole Sister. We did city and trail running and sold football gear to teen boys and drank good beer and ate in fancy restaurants in yoga pants. April |
Kerin runs in Roca and Valprasio Nebraska for the Double Half Mary in April |
So I'm missing a picture of a Kerin run in Elkhorn, Nebraska so enjoy this fun paddle boarding pic of us. July |
Wilderness Park Lincoln, Nebraska with my ma. She biked, I ran. We did NOT get poison ivy. July |
Denver, Colorado. Another Kerin adventure--getting into the bulk of Run Rabbit Run training. Trails, camping, good food, friends, and a wedding because we like to dance too. July |
The one only and ever time that Nate has run with me. I will keep this picture all of my days and love it. Moline, Illinois August |
Adventures of Kerin and Yadi. Preparation Canyon State Park Iowa And ending in my lake. First 70 mile weekend of my life. |
Yad Dog and I took on Lewis and Clark Mountain Bike Trails in Iowa
August. Birthday weekend. Second 70 mile weekend of my life
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Last run of 2016. Clover, South Carolina. 2016 = 1,600 miles and 16 new places 12 different states. Lots of friends. Lots of love. |
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